It's ok...

Lies..... Hard to hear and hard( easy) to tell, Planning to create is planning to tell (lie) Whether not to be hurt, In a dilemma situation i shall be, Passable, it is everything under control.. On account of, Ti adoro In spite of, Though, weary.... fear...

After All these Months

It's over.... and.. it's over...

a lot had happened these few months....

Something good and something bad....

Dwelling with ppl, wasn't easy...

Some of those TQ wishes was thought of sarcastic and sarcasm words....

Why are ppl thinking too much????

It was a fun and memorable event....

yet, it was.... kind a giving me satisfaction....

however, there must be dislikes and 'name-calling' stuff going on... and i just wish that all of these would not be ended that way... cuz.... it just doesn't work that way......

Before all these being demolish,
I wish to thee,
Bring all of us happiness,
Dwell it with inexcitable.....

me?? it was a aborted matter of me being inherit the position....
No own's judgement, bad in handling affairs..

And there comes Mr. R, he was good...
yet, our style was unlikeliness....
He is the one this bash triumphant...

I also believe I m...
to lead all of them in2 the path of madness....
impel, everyone...

2011

New year!!!!! 2011~~

I have a thoughts~~ it is easy to pass a year's time~~~

Just received the freaking sem 3 results, it was a total disaster, not for me but others as well.. but anyway, i just wish i won't be dropping my CGPA in this path of madness anymore~~~~

About the activity, it's time 2 face it seriously, this is no game, this is a huge challenge for me instead...

When i think of it, it was like a huge bomb that i m gonna jump into it...

But, i will try to let the bomb explode in good and nice fire works~~

In the yr of 2010, I knew a lot of people, i've done quite a lot of things~~~

Sem 2~~ Was busy of the activity and it was the first time i see such activity held in my varsity.. impressed ~~ and i wish to join the following badge...

Then after, the preparation of the new coming students~~~

Friends coming to Ipoh for a few days...

That holiday, i sing k the most, just some of us....

It was great~~~~~

Kindda miss hostel even till now, i always think staying in hostel is always better~~~

Start of sem 3, i moved out from hostel~~
New comers...

then supper during night time...

This is also the sem that all the ' realm of conscience' been realise and started....

Until the form of new commitee of the activity~~~

Known a brO,

He a is great person.....

I've got 3 wishes for 2011:

1.) Activity- be great, be well-known, be special and be fun

2.)MyStudies- be improved...

3.) FnF- Healthy always~~~~

Happy 2011~~~~~

假期？？还有一星期。。。

假期，往往是不够的。。

不过，假期了一个月，真得好快。。

成绩又不知几时出。。。
出了，又不知道有什么稿作。。。怕怕怕。。。

新春。。。。不方便透露。。哈哈哈。。不过，应该会很忙，好玩，有点刺激，有点怕，有点烦恼，可是我相信。。我们可以的。。

老话，还是那句：时间可过得真快。。。

圣诞节，去年在宿舍，今年在怡保。。

其实我还蛮期待将来，可是，又有些矛盾。。

所以呢，管它的。。有一天过一天~~~

Sem 3~ Going to Sem 4

Believe it or not.. time really flies as i said a earlier.. haha.. same old quote...

Back to Ipoh 3 days ago and some of my frens are still having thier exam in Tganu..

Feel stange coming bec 2 Ipoh, keep recalling life in Uni..

But it's good that the exam is over... but i m a lot worry about my results..

I juz hope i dun hav2 retake or fail a subject.....

5 more days

Lately, after some of the exam papers.. i m starting to get busy with all the CNY thingy.. meet this and that.. the workload started to come

Well just finished my P.speaking presentation 2dayand... i actually learnt a lot outside of the syllabus while doing this... read a lot..

Its actually a good thing... my topic is STOP ANIMAL TESTING.. well i kindda wanna cry that time while reading the article and stuff... Human are too.. i dunno...*spechless*

the last paper will be on 28th nov and i'll b going back immediately after the paper and enjoy at home maybe...

This holiday will be 'busy' as well.. hah... going here and there... work... owh!!! can't imagine...

But the problem is.... since i m starting to do all those CNY stuff thingy with my team... and a lot of feedback and advice from my seniors... i think i would be... busy and stress...?? well, i would like to keep the stress part, instead.... it will be difficult...

Joining forces with my team isn't easy... Ties that bind, will it still be far away??? hope not..... i really wish v can....

Feel the stress

It isn't easy anymore... the syllabus are like so difficult that i can barely understand..

I hate for my low ability of understanding and i certainly hate the syllabus and the subject..

I just wish i will pass it with great grade and moderate pointer.. that's all i wish

Sem 3- study week

Well they make this sem more different, they gave us a week of study period and i actually did not back Ipoh, it's a waste of money la.. bus fare... cost me a lot..

So, it's been a birthday-celebration kindda busy week, all 3 of my frens having thier born anniversary occur.. hahah...

Kimki was the one with lots of ffod and stuff..

Then kyo's was the most great and fabuluos... i actually celebrated with him in 3 consecutive days, kuantan trip, paasing through 12am and cake-cutting ceremony.. hahahaha

Lastly, this afternoon, or... i shall say yesterday noon.. was Li yean's bday and v went out of some chop eating celebration and the dessert eating and food-giving thingy ceremony kindda thing..

Well, after alll these, back to study, i was in the library half of the day and i actually could focus, i mean.. better than i m in my hostel or house or watever...

I called my home 2day and my mom is sick.. i think it's gastric or something, she could barely speak.. Just wish her heal and healthy...

Amazing weekend

It was quite an amazing day... i hav had quite a busy and fun weekend..

My university had break this record by arranging a number of sweets and created a large '1 malaysia' logo...

During the same day, me and my frens manage 2 swim in the pool of our uni, the new swimming pool which are not officially launch.. but it was nice.. v hav been asked to leave the place later...

The next day is my annual dinner of my course.. it was a busy day but it was fun.. i m d emcee and also one of the dance performance..

I m glad to be given this chance to stand on stage and to speak.. it was a nice experience...

请你请你。。不要

害怕。。我care的人。。害怕你们不欢喜，怕你们讨厌，怕你们生气。。

所以。。请你请你。。诚实，听我解释。。

多多包涵=。。有时是不小心伤害到。。希望不会介意。。

讨厌

我很讨厌这种感觉！！每次都是这样！！

假期又要结束了，回去又要忙了！！

真的很矛盾！！为什么每次都是这样！！

回来休息了，我应该更有精神的！！

舍不得！！！

不管了拉！！我要努力，我要加油！！

请你们支持我！！！

Amazing outings~~

Today is fun, is crazy, it's not that crazy fun, but it's fun and woohooo~!~~~

Well, BION , it's my first day 2 bowl in a Bowling central.. hahaha... actually it was quite fun.. at first i was scare ppl will laugh at me or something.. ahhaha... thx 2 wai loon..

Then after v had lunch with his bro at de garden, OH SUSHI... it was sooooo full...

and then v go 4 Resident Evil.. quite a nice show la... i mean it was a great show but it's just that i dun quite und the story in the begining and the end!~~~

Went home and fetch Augustin back home and fetch Wai loon 2 temple or watever they call it!!!!

Reach home and around 8.30pm, received a call from Jian Wei asking me go OldTown and at first i was a bit tired and refuse, but i join them at the end...

V just play with the laptop and chat a little and saw some of our frens at there as well..
suddenly i saw a post in my fb saying that somebody is singing at redbox!!!

So me, JW and Hong thinking of going to go 4 K session...

Ebox is full and v went Jusco's K box!!!!

V sing till 12am and went home~~~~ Tired la... but FUN!~~~ awesome~~

Holiday and visits

This holiday is special.. My friends came Ipoh and hav a visit here right after our break starts...

Thursday v sat bus to Ipoh and v went bec 2 my house and have some rest..

At almost 7am i guess,, we went Foh San and had our breakfast, attracted with the design of the restaurant, they keep taking photos outside...After some restin my house, we went Gunung Lang with Eric, he started to join our trip then..


V saw some of those environment and take some photos and bla bla bla... those tall towers v hav climb and the weather makes v sweat like nobody's business, v manage 2 found a playground over there and we just play with it... Kai is the most exited i guess... and Hui shan as well...
Well i was kindda exicted to see some ostritch, but they weren't that nice and beautiful... This is captured when he was riding this small thingy, poor horse or unicorn.. the spring below is gonna torn i guess... hahaha

Pretending professional in riding this.. cat or watever it is....
All of us in the boat.....

Later v went to Lite Desire DeGarden and hav a drink .. Fetch Eric's friends and mine as well.. Wai Loon.. He join us the whole day... v then went to Parade and hav a walk and started to get hungry and eat at Old town Ipoh... TzeHong eat the most, I wonder did we paid him bec the egg tart's money...

Went home and I went to have a hair cut with Wai Loon and YKai... i m satisfied with mine as i just cut it more light and slight... but both of them... erm... I dunno.. maybe its a bad place to cut?? but that was the finnest place i know with its price and service..

Went home and it's time to fetch Li Yean from bus station, drop by and bought tickets 4 them bec home.. Tzehong's bus station is in Medan Kidd and it was gooshhh.. traffic jamm all the way from town to home... almost 45 minutes jammed...

V went and hav dinner which i dun think they like it... hahaha... and sing k at E-box...

V sang from 8.15pm-2pm.. imagine that... so syok..... although i m a bit sleepy then..

The next day we went to all those caves and had some pictures snaps...

Bad Eric, sit on me and wear this shirt... erm...


Noon, we went town at had chicken+bean sprout rice and kuey teow...

Had a walk at town and bought some delicacies...

Proceed to Jusco., had a walk and movies later, Wai Loon join us in the movie...

This 'Piranha' movie is quite nice as a matter of fact, but the ending... interesting??? maybe they'll have a second show ...

Bought a cake and preparation 4 tzeHong's bday...

He was quite shock when we sang him bday song right after he changed, he say he kindda know v r preparing something.. too bad!! no BIG surprises...

And this morning, they went back, my surroundings... silent again... It's time to focus on my assignments again.. I wonder will v b gathering that much in the future?? after v grad??? Time will let me know the answer... I just hav2 b patient and appreciate now...

Tests

It's just around the freaking corner and i m...
free,

But, I don't feel like owh..going-home-soon..

I just wish that i wouldn't take bad results this semester,

After all, i was BAD once....

Son of a bitch

Get rid out of my life.... Go get a life or something... Fuxking asshole....

U think its easy??? u r wrong... only u ppl r the ones who r easy in this century and this closed window...

I juz wish there is some wake up call that i can spank on ur bloody bitch hell face...

Shit u......

Giving this kind of troubles will make u more happy???? i just wish u will fell once each and every steps u walk.... or if i could, i just wish u crazy ass banish in this world....

Filled with hatred,
Filled with anger,
Anger inside,
It's already dear,
Misering and Suffering ,
Suffer for them,
They are such a painful head,
that i can't bear

It was... Fun

I m back here in Tganu 4 almost 2 weeks i guess... it was a new environment 4 me although i've been here a year...

When i first came here to start my 2nd yr... I moved in2 this rental house near my uni..

Then after i manage 2 join and complete the orientation week 4 new students...

My fren and I meet a lot duting these days.. they even come 2 my house and sleep overnite.. hahha.. it was fun and quite interesting... but today might be d last day 4 us 2 have such often gathering and play around...

I've started 2 miss the days in hostel when v were gather 2gether and chat 2gether.. laugh 2gether and... i dunno wat will happen nex.. maybe v will gather again soon or maybe later.... a lot later... its all about the time...

After 3 yrs, when r v going to gather again???? will v meet that often??? or some of us hav2 go somewhere....

There r a lots of variables and unknown in the future... i will walk to it and explore it slowly.....

This is it

This long holiday is going to end soon... and some of my frens are preparing to start a new life at uni...

Well... It was a long holiday afterall... I've done quite lots of things.. play around, gather around with my frens, sleep in my own bed for 2 and a half months...
Meet lots of frens and experience lots of things as well..

Will be moving to a new house, staying in the rental house, welcoming the juniors... I'm looking forward to do so.... It's like upgrading my life over there...
My parents will be alone again in the house.. hahaaha

This holiday is so so so enough.. i could not ask me.. it's time to meet the new subjects, assignments, test, quizes again.. and this time.. i hope i can really be prepare 4 it... Just hope that my courage is strong enough...

All the best for all my frens..

认识你们

很感恩。。在这假期里，认识你们更多。。以前的我，只知道你们特别。。

你们很特别，虽然你们有时候令我tak boleh tahan。。可是。。你们对我很好，所以。。我也对你们不差。。hoho。。谢谢。。

而且，你们让我见识到很多，你们很辛苦，我有时也为你们感到伤心，有时很兴奋，毕竟特别的你们和我还没认识你们的他们不是一件容易的事。。好好珍惜。。一边加油一边努力。。

你们。。努力用功。。

AlmOst End

Holiday is so going to end soon... Kind of miss the holiday life.. I mean i will be missing this kind of life..

Hah.. but who cares.. Looking to my semester 3 stuff and so on.. I know that i m gonna be so damn busy when i reach KT

Juniors are coming in.. Gotta know more ppl then.. hehehe.. It's been a year.. really fast..

Those flashbacks in my heads... those excitement and those going-to-uni spirits and so on...

It's gonna be a new living environment nex sem.. it's going to be a totally new syllabus in our studies..

Let's just hope it'll pass smoothly...

Add oil to ALL of us....

Relief

Great to be relieved....

Whatever other say... i m me.. my destiny will not destined by u...